Hi there.
It’s been a while to write blog in English. I have soooo much to tell. As usual, I have not checked grammatical things! Sorry in advance!
Today, I went to a cafe and read through a paper. It was bit funny for me that two people next to me continue talking about K-pop groups and their jobs one after another.
Anyways, I’m here to tell you my recent chaotic mind. Before writing this, I’ve read the previous English post. Things are not much changed as before, however, it gets worse about my study…
Briefly speaking, my mental (and other physical) health issues are getting better, but my thesis studying has to be started from the first step. Yes, my progress (kinds of) gets back to very the first step, that is to find the research questions.
Last week, I send my supervisor email to ask him to review my previously gathered linguistic data and my analyses on them. Then, we had an online meeting to discuss what I should take as a next step. After talking around ten minutes or so, my supervisor said something like “how about reading them (suggesting two paper) and find new research topics?”
I was confused at that time because I couldn’t understand what he indicated. After that, he asked me what I thought about the recent progress and his suggestion. I actually know that I was in kinds of the state of no-progress and no-new-data. So, I answered “I think…., I should restart my thesis work.”
I have to finish my master’s thesis by the end of the September. More precisely, I need to find the RQ(s), to gather literature, and to write over 30 pages in the following 5 months.
Who could expect such a hard schedule???????? (I still can’t understand what had happened to me.)
The worst thing is that I felt as if I have to deconstruct everything which I’ve built so far.
As I wrote already, my health issues are getting better, but it’s not cured. I’m still in the state of treatment and rehabilitation. I’m pretty much afraid of if my health state also goes back to the worst point because of this hard schedule and the huge pressure.
I just want to write and someone to read my anxious about the thesis and related stuff. (bc none of my parents wants me to continue studying…) I hope you (the reader) will give me a cheer;)
